The Lawyer’s Daughter | The Golden State Killer
July 8, 2020 | HBO Refuses to Remove Bogus Holes’ Theory

July 8, 2020 | HBO Refuses to Remove Bogus Holes’ Theory

July 8, 2020

Episode 44 | July 8, 2020 | My apologies up front, this is a very raw video. I thought long and hard about it, but after talking with my new therapist, I know they only thing that ever helps me is the truth. And while I share my honest feelings with you here, don't worry, I'll buck-up. I always do.

If you'd prefer to watch me cry on video, it's here. (I'm saying that like a smart ass, please read that like a smart ass is popping off.)

July 6, 2020 | Letting Go During Our Lunar Renewal Ceremony

July 6, 2020 | Letting Go During Our Lunar Renewal Ceremony

July 7, 2020

One week after DeAngelo, the convicted Golden State Killer, (feels so nice to say that), entered his plea, I needed a way to let Charlene and my dad go. The full moon is a powerful source of renewal, so in the spirit of Spirit, my Santa Cruz roots and all things powerful, we did a thing. This isn't a typical podcast, so this might not be for you, but I wanted to share anyway.

Much love to all of you for the limitless support.

YouTube Channel is here.

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June 30, 2020 | Now | Convicted! Post-conviction Zoom Discussion

June 30, 2020 | Now | Convicted! Post-conviction Zoom Discussion

July 1, 2020

Joseph DeAngelo, the horrendous, sadistic, brutal Golden State Killer, is convicted. I still kind of can't believe it. We did a Zoom meeting to talk about what everyone experienced and I share some "behind the scenes" information from Monday's hearing. Love you all! Your support is truly important.

Thank you.

Jun 27, 2020 | Now | Like a Phoenix Rising (Two Days Before Court)

Jun 27, 2020 | Now | Like a Phoenix Rising (Two Days Before Court)

June 27, 2020

It is possible for one's brain to simply say "enough". That was me yesterday. After a nice evening with Kris and Gay just prepping for today (gathering of victims and some new faces) and Monday, court. I have been struggling with sleep and it finally caught up to me. Thankfully, I managed to get rest and today I'm doing so much better. The link to the Zoom planned for Tuesday is at jcarole.com. Then the recording will be on YouTube at Lawyers Daughter or try this

Jun 25, 2020 | Now | Four Days Before the Big Day

Jun 25, 2020 | Now | Four Days Before the Big Day

June 25, 2020

I promised to share "how it feels" and it's not pleasant. There's too much going on and that's tough. I knew it would get rough but I underestimated how rough. I'm heading out to see Victim 1 who had surgery last weekend and we're hoping she's gonna bounce and be there on Monday. We all just need to make it to the finish line at this point. This one is fast, but provides an update.

June 15, 2020 | Zoom Live: Recording from Today’s Discussion

June 15, 2020 | Zoom Live: Recording from Today’s Discussion

June 15, 2020

This was amazing. Thank you to all who came. When I squeal at the beginning, that's totally legit as I could see every sweet smiling face and so many names I recognized. While anything could happen by the 29th (and it seems like so much has), we should soon be putting a fork in this thing. We'll do this again on the 30th.

June 15, 2020 | DeAngelo is Taking a Plea

June 15, 2020 | DeAngelo is Taking a Plea

June 15, 2020

I recorded this on June 3, literally took me three days just to live with the news to be able to talk about it. I had to hold this until the news broke.  It's breaking today. I have no words for how hard this has been to have things end so quickly. I also can't thank my legal team enough for their thoughtfulness, empathy and compassion. 

June 13, 2020 | Uncovering DeAngelo’s History with “Deep Throat” | Part 2

June 13, 2020 | Uncovering DeAngelo’s History with “Deep Throat” | Part 2

June 13, 2020

Here's part two. As we pour over what Deep Throat has uncovered about DeAngelo, I'm am not surprised he has more crimes that aren't currently included in his "portfolio". I'm having a hard time understanding how his family, the adults, didn't know something was very, very wrong. 

June 13, 2020 | Uncovering DeAngelo’s History with “Deep Throat” | Part 1

June 13, 2020 | Uncovering DeAngelo’s History with “Deep Throat” | Part 1

June 13, 2020

I've called her that from almost the first day. Desperate to maintain her privacy, Deep Throat (my moniker for her) has done incredible research into DeAngelo that goes beyond what you've read in the papers. She also provides insight into how to do this kind of research yourself, which I find truly interesting. See what you think. Here's part one.

June 12, 2020 | The Crush of Feels, Pretrial

June 12, 2020 | The Crush of Feels, Pretrial

June 12, 2020

The last few weeks have been incredibly hard. This pod is pretty raw as I struggle to share my feelings.